“Just reflecting on our session today and I find I have to write it down because I should be sharing this with you…
An hour of relinquishing control. That simple instruction of “don’t help me”. I don’t think I have ever submitted myself fully into someone else’s hands before, but your hands felt like such a safe place.
I was so relaxed that sometimes I realised I hadn’t needed to breathe for a while – I was never holding my breath, just the pauses between breaths were able to extend without effort.
The weight of your body against mine – I can’t articulate. Was it reassurance? Trust? Maybe it’s as simple as someone else supporting my weight, when I am so used to being the support.
The quiet. With ‘hands on’ treatment, I like to be fully present to connect, and I can’t do that with the distraction of chat. When fully connected, verbal feedback isn’t necessary. Thank you.
And thank you for saying thank you – like I had maybe given you something too, though I don’t know what.
You have something very special, Ludmila. There are people who learn and become technicians, and there are those whose healing flows through them. But I think you already know which one you are.
…and I have just done a swimming dragon practice with considerably more ease than usual 🐉😊”
